pssst... are u aware?

Are you aware that you’re really hurting me?
Believe me, I tried to stop this,I’ve tried so many times to accept the fact that you’ll never come back
And the promises that you’ve made will never come true!

Everytime I see you, my heart beats faster,
I can’t look at you,
Nor say hi to you..

Everything have changed,
We’re not like before,
Now, it seems like we don’t know each other anymore,
And the friendship that we’ve built together is there no more!

Don’t know if I can talk to you the way we talked before
Don’t know if we can do foolishness again the way we fooled others and all
And don’t know if I can laugh with you the way we laughed so full!
The whole thing has changed!
You and I have commitment no more!

Sometimes, I regret the day that you and I became best of friends!
If I can go back to the moment that I get to know you,
I won’t allow myself to fall!
I must be happier if we just stay good friends,
At least I will not hurt myself or regret all these

But believe me,
Im happy for you
Cuz you finally found your sanctuary
You’ve finally found the one that will make you happy!

I just wish, someday when you need someone to talk to,
And someone’s shoulder to lean on,
I wish that someone could be ME!
Cuz im willing to be you’re
Handkerchief!